Wednesday, September 26, 2007
"your thought gone wrong, way wrong."
I was sitting down today in a brief moment of thought, then I said should I really attempt to fit in to someone else's mold to be friends, or just be myself and act on the things and feelings I want to act on.
Well, your typical answer would be to "Just be yourself". I can't count how many times I have heard that in my life. Although what I and possibly others run in to in this situation is that I feel that I can not fit in to the mental and physical status quo of some (not in any way an elevated status above the one in question, all on equal planes) for the simple reason that I may sometimes feel that I would wind up censoring my self to the point where I would say I agree with something when I actually do not.
ok thats out of the question right?
Well again I have another issue. In some cases where I am "Just being my self" I wind up offending people or often step on peoples belief structure. This is in no way engineered to make people feel bad, or with any malicious intent but when I am confronted with these problems I feel it is a bad thing to let something go that in my eyes is not totally objective or fair.
so while writing this down I seemed to have come up with something...
The fact that I have strong beliefs in somethings is my own problem. I should probably not deem it necessary to inflict my irrational thought on other people. I have been informed in the past that I seem to portray a vibe of over all supremacy. I in all honesty do not feel this way in any shape or form, and not to the point that I think that I should not speak to some one because I am better than they are. Although I do have a large problem with losing friends. Quite possible I am doing this while being totally unaware of it.
Ill just give up on giving my opinion until after it is
1. asked for.
2. person questioning is given the disclamier that it could get ugly.
3. well thought out.
4. not about wal-mart.
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